Wow what a crazy 9 weeks....I had no idea pregnancy felt so weird...I mean I have a nauseousness that I can not shake all day and all night. Don't get me wrong being pregnant is what I want I just had no idea it would be so consuming. I find myself just trying to get through one day at a time....snack by snack....until the end of the day when I am in tears because I feel so sick and just can't stand the thought of eating something else. I heard that your body craves what you need...this can't be true because I have been craving BIG MACs, Hot Dogs and Chinese food.....none of which I am used to eating prior to this whole pregnancy thing. To give in or not? I know it is not good for the baby but I can't help it that is what I want...I usually love my fruit and veggies I just can barely seem to choke them down now.....same with the prenatal vitamins I have been on for 2 years now I gag...It is just so weird. My husband has been super proactive at looking at baby furniture and tons of baby stuff...Which I thought I would be too but I can hardly stay up long enough or feel good long enough to get into it. I'm starting to feel guilty!! Is this natural? Being Pregnant is what I have longed for for years and I am there. I just hope I can start to enjoy it more in the next few weeks.
We are going to Florida for 2 weeks so that might be just what the doctor ordered to start feeling better. I sure hope so.
I'm still swollen in my belly from the hyper stimulation so I am bigger than a normal 9 weeker...I get to stop my shots on July 14 I know that should make me feel better!!!!!!
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