Back from Vacation !!!

Vacation Vacation where did you go? 14 days IN Florida and they are gone...I can not believe it but boy was it nice...long walks on the beach and relaxing with naps everyday...Let's just say I got spoiled. The only problem was every night around dinner time I was nauseous and not the most fun to be around so while everyone stayed up and played cards I had to go to bed every night early. If I could fall asleep I would be fine.... I was at first trying to eat a ton for dinner thinking this would help my nausea but I realized this was contributing to the problem but when I started eating half portions I would wake up with a empty stomach and severe nausea around 1:00am....I give up baby I can not figure you out.

Well next week I go to the doctor I can ask him what I should do...I'm sure he will say nothing at all. I just can not wait to hold this baby in my arms and kiss it's little lips!!! I know then it will have all been worth it.

I have to go back to work tomorrow...Boy am I dreading it...Just work in general...not so much the place I work. Oh well maybe I will feel better if I get my mind of me and focus on helping other people.

9 weeks

Wow what a crazy 9 weeks....I had no idea pregnancy felt so weird...I mean I have a nauseousness that I can not shake all day and all night. Don't get me wrong being pregnant is what I want I just had no idea it would be so consuming. I find myself just trying to get through one day at a time....snack by snack....until the end of the day when I am in tears because I feel so sick and just can't stand the thought of eating something else. I heard that your body craves what you need...this can't be true because I have been craving BIG MACs, Hot Dogs and Chinese food.....none of which I am used to eating prior to this whole pregnancy thing. To give in or not? I know it is not good for the baby but I can't help it that is what I want...I usually love my fruit and veggies I just can barely seem to choke them down now.....same with the prenatal vitamins I have been on for 2 years now I gag...It is just so weird. My husband has been super proactive at looking at baby furniture and tons of baby stuff...Which I thought I would be too but I can hardly stay up long enough or feel good long enough to get into it. I'm starting to feel guilty!! Is this natural? Being Pregnant is what I have longed for for years and I am there. I just hope I can start to enjoy it more in the next few weeks.

We are going to Florida for 2 weeks so that might be just what the doctor ordered to start feeling better. I sure hope so.

I'm still swollen in my belly from the hyper stimulation so I am bigger than a normal 9 weeker...I get to stop my shots on July 14 I know that should make me feel better!!!!!!